Okay so that's what I've been doing... but I'm also stressing and wanting to scream right now. Ashleigh got really discouraged today with a few things, and she's letting it dictate whether or not she wants to be here anymore. I mean she's paid for the first month, deposit and a fee, so it'd be foolish to back out now, but she wants to not move. I'm really stressed with this because this has happened tons of times in the past month. I took a chance on this move, and I really want her to do it as well. I applied to tons of place today and yesterday, and Rachel texted a friend of ours and got a part time job. So that discouraged me. I'm terrified I won't get a job, but I'm not letting it stress me out and make me want to run back to Richmond. I just can't let it do that. I just wish she would realize the potential New York will unlock in her life. It'll get her away from stupid people bringing her down and open up tons of new experiences. ACK I want to scream. Stressed. But I'm loving New York. Being in Columbus Circle today was brilliant. It's close to my school, and I just love Manhattan. I can't wait to see a show... but I'll have to haha.
I ALSO BOUGHT THE SWEETEST CHAIR THAT TURNS INTO A BED. RIGHTEOUS!
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