Bent

I know some people are wondering why I quit Summer RA. For those of you just tuning in, I quit Summer RA. I did not get fired, nothing bad happened to me. I quit for a few reasons. Mainly I quit because it was bringing me down. I have no car and no job in Newport News. I'm miserable, and I'm losing my mind. I feel so depressed being here. I need to get out. Residence Life has also never been my favorite. I enjoyed James River and the Hall Directors, but overall I could have done without the drama Residence Life creates and the melodramatic actions it takes just because one person thinks it should be his way or the highway. No way, Jose. One of my closest friends got fired as well. Now, I did not quit because she was fired. We all know she did something wrong, whatever. I'm leaving because someone on our staff decided to tell our boss instead of talk to Jess about it. So now I cannot trust any (save a few) of the people on the summer staff. I could be fired at any moment for simple things that have no significant meaning to my life. So no thanks. I choose not to be a part of a group that is only focused on the individual. Peace out CNU. It's been a good four years, and now I'm actually leaving. I will never live at CNU again... it's so weird to think that. I like having a degree, though. Granted, I don't have a job, but the degree is still cool!

Day 14 - A Song That No One Would Expect You to Love

I forgot how creepy this cover art was. This is the album cover for Underoath's "They're Only Chasing Safety" album. The song is called "Reinventing Your Exit." If you know Underoath... you know they aren't the typical band I like. They are more of a screaming band... and I hate screaming, but I LOVE Underoath. This song reminds me of high school when I saw their show. I really like it. The end. Haha.

Day 15 - A Song That Describes You

I chose Alanis Morissette's cover of Seal's "Crazy." Enough said. :)

We're never going to survive unless we get a little crazy.